it’ weird
trying to explain
how I can feel happy and depressed
all at once
it’s like
my feelings never learned to take turns
I don’t feel one thing and then another
there’s forever this cloud
of depression and anxiety
on top of everything
covering how I’m meant to feel
how I want to feel
and that’s difficult to explain
when you look me in the eyes and ask
do I make you happy?
the answer is yes
always
I’m just depressed
Fudge It! 