hurt: A Poem

 sometimes I love you so much it hurts
 like
 my heart tightens and hurts in the way
 ripping a scab off new skin feels good
 but even though it only hurts sometimes
 I love you always
 scrapes and all 

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on marriage and god: A Poem

 it used to make me sad:
 wondering if we’d be married in heaven
 wondering if our love could be so special
 that it would be allowed to last forever
 and at the time I would often wonder
 will I even go to heaven?
 how presumptuous of me
 what if you go there
 and I cannot follow?
 and now there are some days
 I wonder if I even believe in god at all
 but I always believe in you
 and I guess you’re a good enough answer
 to every question 
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