when he checks on me with a smile and a wink I don’t know what he’s thinking but I know it’s about me

when he checks on me with a smile and a wink I don’t know what he’s thinking but I know it’s about me

I was born with a switch inside that won’t turn on but I can feel it I know it’s there I just can’t quite reach it

let me watch the credits first I don’t need to know how it ends I just need to know it will be over

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I don’t want to be a palpable woman I want you to choke on my thoughts because they’re important and deserve time to go down slowly and digest in your system before you spit back at me that I’m bossy and sassy and moody and just a girl in a corporate office younger than you yet excelling in everything I touch I hate that I’m hated for being strong and confident I don’t fish for compliments or flatter my boss into liking me by pretending to like her I won’t make myself easy to swallow

I don’t know her but then again I do we were just getting acquainted when her brain left the station

they call me a bitch because I’m not weak because it scares them that I’m unbreakable glass

I used to think the people who thought pain was beautiful were fucked in the head but now I know they were just looking in a mirror and they wanted to actually like what they saw we all want to like ourselves

I have a theory: you hate him you hate him because he’s like you the way he talks the way he cries the way his light fades when you look away but he’s your moon: he can only reflect you

am I your inner child? do you care for me as a way of caring for yourself? sometimes my inner child is my future baby and I care for myself so that one day I may care for her better to raise her imperfectly than to watch from above maybe if you keep caring for me you can get me to that place of safety away from the place of cold and shadows on some days my inner child is the plant I’ve had for nine years and on some days watering that plant is enough
